1 00:00:01,220 --> 00:00:09,820 A NIKKATSU PRESENTATION 2 00:00:52,170 --> 00:00:57,770 Please listen to us! 3 00:00:58,020 --> 00:01:03,420 About the current situation of the nation... 4 00:01:07,550 --> 00:01:10,370 How many times did you end up in the police station? 5 00:01:10,510 --> 00:01:12,040 Three times. 6 00:01:12,240 --> 00:01:14,040 - How was it? - Well, you know. 7 00:01:14,260 --> 00:01:19,080 It was a complete waste of time. 8 00:01:19,330 --> 00:01:24,910 They questioned me for an entire day and I realized that our values are completely different. 9 00:01:25,530 --> 00:01:28,930 I got the feeling that they live a lonely life. 10 00:01:29,510 --> 00:01:31,440 It's loud here. 11 00:01:32,310 --> 00:01:35,000 So, they keep on asking 12 00:01:35,220 --> 00:01:38,040 how I was feeling when 13 00:01:38,240 --> 00:01:42,910 I masturbated on stage, like if it felt good for me. 14 00:01:43,110 --> 00:01:44,640 That’s ridiculous! 15 00:01:45,350 --> 00:01:49,530 The entire group got questioned one at a time. 16 00:01:50,060 --> 00:01:56,080 And after that, they keep on using words such as obscene, abuse, 17 00:01:56,480 --> 00:02:01,950 grotesque and filthy. So, then I started thinking about what obscenity is, 18 00:02:01,970 --> 00:02:05,600 and came to the conclusion that it’s a word made up by the authority. 19 00:02:06,280 --> 00:02:07,750 I see. 20 00:02:08,970 --> 00:02:12,240 Authority, huh? What is it, exactly? 21 00:02:14,260 --> 00:02:15,840 Who did you hear it from? 22 00:02:16,130 --> 00:02:17,800 It’s the other side. 23 00:02:18,130 --> 00:02:19,800 Makes sense. 24 00:02:20,350 --> 00:02:25,860 I don’t think it’s that easy to identify authorities and enemies. 25 00:02:25,970 --> 00:02:28,280 With this experience... 26 00:02:28,510 --> 00:02:34,460 You know, I went to the authority's lair. 27 00:02:34,460 --> 00:02:36,800 It was like a beast's lair. 28 00:02:37,170 --> 00:02:42,110 When I went there, I thought, “This is what authority is.” It was like I could see it. 29 00:02:42,200 --> 00:02:43,150 Interesting. 30 00:02:43,480 --> 00:02:46,550 The more I think about it, the more I feel it’s an insult. 31 00:02:47,640 --> 00:02:51,280 Is there such a thing as obscenity in this world, in the first place? 32 00:02:51,530 --> 00:02:54,600 But they claim it’s obscenity... 33 00:02:54,970 --> 00:02:59,620 And so I told the cops when they were questioning me: 34 00:03:00,130 --> 00:03:04,000 “If you call that obscene," 35 00:03:04,150 --> 00:03:07,750 "then what we’re doing here is far more obscene.” 36 00:03:07,750 --> 00:03:09,310 And they agreed. 37 00:03:09,510 --> 00:03:12,280 So, I think they’re more obscene than anyone else. 38 00:03:13,510 --> 00:03:14,930 Cigarette? 39 00:03:16,930 --> 00:03:23,150 In any case, when you choose to live your life on your own terms, you always bump into a wall. 40 00:03:23,510 --> 00:03:26,660 Like social status and common beliefs. And police. 41 00:03:27,240 --> 00:03:28,510 And? 42 00:03:28,950 --> 00:03:32,530 And if that happens to be a crime, 43 00:03:33,000 --> 00:03:35,530 I’ll happily join the group. 44 00:03:35,660 --> 00:03:37,310 I was twenty years old. 45 00:03:37,330 --> 00:03:47,110 LOVE HUNTER: LUST 46 00:03:47,480 --> 00:04:09,060 And I will never let anyone say that that is the most beautiful age in life. 47 00:03:48,450 --> 00:03:54,370 Planning: Akira Matsuoka Screenplay: Kaku Renbo, Seiichiro Yamaguchi Cinematography: Masaru Mori Art Direction: Toshiyuki Matsui Recording: Fumio Hashimoto Lighting: Hideo Kumagai 48 00:03:54,910 --> 00:04:00,570 Editing: Atsushi Nabeshima Music: Riichiro Manabe Assistant Director: Yasuaki Uegaki 49 00:04:01,050 --> 00:04:03,050 CAST 50 00:04:03,310 --> 00:04:09,450 Mari Tanaka Teruo Matsuyama 51 00:04:09,450 --> 00:04:27,000 Shinko is also, 52 00:04:10,450 --> 00:04:15,670 Aya Ichida Tatsuya Hamaguchi Ai Ihara 53 00:04:16,170 --> 00:04:21,400 Kunio Shimizu Hidetoshi Kageyama Kozue Yoshida 54 00:04:21,650 --> 00:04:27,070 Minoru Kurata 55 00:04:27,120 --> 00:04:34,100 living by these words. 56 00:04:28,170 --> 00:04:34,100 Directed by: Seiichiro Yamaguchi 57 00:04:34,170 --> 00:04:38,070 At age 20, I… 58 00:04:46,800 --> 00:04:49,650 Mr. Toda, Mr. Hanai is waiting for you downstairs. 59 00:05:05,470 --> 00:05:06,520 Yo! 60 00:05:06,990 --> 00:05:10,400 Yo! How did it go with her? Is she going to collaborate? 61 00:05:10,800 --> 00:05:14,780 Yeah, she’s got spunk. I’ll make it work. 62 00:05:14,780 --> 00:05:15,760 I see. 63 00:05:16,440 --> 00:05:21,160 Your deadline is the end of the month. You have plenty of time, so do as you please. 64 00:05:21,700 --> 00:05:27,060 Instead of focusing on her group, I intend to focus on her. 65 00:05:28,600 --> 00:05:32,280 I’ll leave that to you. Don’t get too involved, though. 66 00:05:33,020 --> 00:05:35,200 Your next job is already waiting for you. 67 00:05:35,300 --> 00:05:36,420 What is it? 68 00:05:37,160 --> 00:05:39,070 How do you feel about going to India? 69 00:05:39,070 --> 00:05:40,660 - India? - Yeah. 70 00:05:41,120 --> 00:05:42,970 Takeshi Aoyama is there. 71 00:05:43,040 --> 00:05:45,500 Takeshi Aoyama, huh? 72 00:05:45,900 --> 00:05:47,720 You remember too, don’t you? 73 00:05:47,860 --> 00:05:50,680 There were rumors about him. 74 00:05:50,720 --> 00:05:54,420 Yes, right now he’s with a hippie group over there. 75 00:05:56,460 --> 00:05:59,600 It’d be more worthwhile than writing about some girl. 76 00:06:00,200 --> 00:06:02,360 It would be perfect for you. 77 00:06:03,000 --> 00:06:05,160 Well, think about it. 78 00:06:05,680 --> 00:06:07,360 How about we go out to eat, Misa? 79 00:06:07,360 --> 00:06:09,220 Sure, give me a minute. 80 00:06:10,520 --> 00:06:11,940 I’ll be waiting up front. 81 00:06:12,260 --> 00:06:15,160 - Can I go out for a bit, mama? - Alright. 82 00:06:15,960 --> 00:06:18,600 - I’ll be back soon. - Have a good time. 83 00:06:34,260 --> 00:06:36,900 Why did Mr. Aoyama go to India? 84 00:06:37,820 --> 00:06:40,420 He’s a romanticist. 85 00:06:41,260 --> 00:06:43,580 He prefers flowers over fruit. 86 00:06:44,300 --> 00:06:46,700 And you? A realist? 87 00:06:48,940 --> 00:06:54,000 That’s why I've been living this pathetic life every day. 88 00:07:00,480 --> 00:07:02,300 Well, shall we close up? 89 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:22,570 What's wrong? Are you alright? 90 00:07:22,570 --> 00:07:26,440 I’m alright, I just slipped. 91 00:07:26,960 --> 00:07:30,660 - And there’s nothing there. - Never mind, go to bed. 92 00:07:50,540 --> 00:07:53,270 I can’t see with my left eye anymore. 93 00:08:01,020 --> 00:08:02,560 I’m a burden, aren’t I? 94 00:08:04,260 --> 00:08:05,840 Too late for that... 95 00:08:29,400 --> 00:08:31,320 I'm scared though. 96 00:08:36,160 --> 00:08:39,100 Let’s go to the hospital once more. 97 00:10:37,320 --> 00:10:41,750 - I told you, basically... - This is not working... 98 00:10:42,060 --> 00:10:45,020 - But... - If you don’t say it… 99 00:10:45,050 --> 00:10:46,900 Your head looks best on me. 100 00:10:48,840 --> 00:10:51,800 A realistic rape scene... 101 00:10:51,840 --> 00:10:55,420 During filming, we have to use radical rape scenes 102 00:10:55,480 --> 00:10:59,870 to break away the bourgeois stereotype. 103 00:11:00,020 --> 00:11:01,480 Maybe. 104 00:11:01,640 --> 00:11:06,270 So, considering what we have done so far for this film, 105 00:11:06,380 --> 00:11:11,520 but I believe we are going in the right direction... 106 00:11:12,470 --> 00:11:14,140 Hey, take a look at that. 107 00:11:14,280 --> 00:11:17,480 The result? It’s not about the results. 108 00:11:17,480 --> 00:11:25,270 It’s fun and all but, realistically, we were planning to raise funds. 109 00:11:27,000 --> 00:11:30,000 Right now, I’m going after the United Red Army, 110 00:11:30,050 --> 00:11:34,220 so I’m researching and reading up on people like Fumiko Kaneko and Sugako Kanno*. 111 00:11:30,200 --> 00:11:35,770 *Two anarcho-feminists that were also tied to terrorism in the early XX century. 112 00:11:34,240 --> 00:11:40,270 I believe men fear the power that woman emit 113 00:11:40,720 --> 00:11:42,680 when they commit to something. 114 00:11:43,420 --> 00:11:48,140 The Way of Modern Love 115 00:11:51,820 --> 00:11:54,920 I’m sorry to keep you waiting. I was in the sauna. 116 00:11:55,400 --> 00:11:56,700 I see. 117 00:11:57,340 --> 00:12:00,260 You wrote this article in the magazine. 118 00:12:02,580 --> 00:12:04,880 Most of it is made up. 119 00:12:05,540 --> 00:12:07,960 Are you going to make things up about me too? 120 00:12:09,060 --> 00:12:12,800 - In the beginning, that was my plan. - And now? 121 00:12:22,160 --> 00:12:23,840 What’s the matter? 122 00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:32,960 The first man I had sex with isn’t too happy. 123 00:12:34,640 --> 00:12:38,180 The second one too. All the men I sleep with end up being unhappy. 124 00:12:38,180 --> 00:12:39,300 How about the third? 125 00:12:41,400 --> 00:12:42,820 The same. 126 00:12:43,040 --> 00:12:44,540 And the fourth? 127 00:12:45,880 --> 00:12:49,060 - The same. - How about the fifth? 128 00:12:49,900 --> 00:12:50,500 Whatever. 129 00:12:53,840 --> 00:12:57,660 Now is now and the past is the past. It’s not relevant anymore. 130 00:12:57,900 --> 00:13:03,600 By the way, do you remember one of your members got arrested in Nagata-cho in the past? 131 00:13:05,360 --> 00:13:07,680 You joined them after that. 132 00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:12,540 I wrote an article about it. 133 00:13:13,340 --> 00:13:16,160 That place is the center of political action. 134 00:13:16,500 --> 00:13:19,850 You don’t seem to fit the description. Why did you join the group? 135 00:13:20,320 --> 00:13:21,680 Why? 136 00:13:22,120 --> 00:13:23,580 How do I say it? 137 00:13:23,580 --> 00:13:28,120 You know that idiotic group mentality they have? I fancy that a lot. 138 00:13:28,160 --> 00:13:30,040 - Idiotic group mentality, huh? - Yeah. 139 00:13:30,120 --> 00:13:32,540 Like you can start something. 140 00:13:33,340 --> 00:13:37,780 But do you think you can really make a difference? 141 00:13:38,120 --> 00:13:41,000 Isn’t it you, yourselves, that don’t believe it can be done? 142 00:13:41,000 --> 00:13:42,480 But, you see... 143 00:13:42,680 --> 00:13:46,220 All we can do is move forward. We have nothing to lose. 144 00:13:46,220 --> 00:13:48,860 But at that level, 145 00:13:49,120 --> 00:13:53,120 you’re no different than us in the past. 146 00:13:57,240 --> 00:14:00,320 If what you’ve been telling me is the truth, 147 00:14:01,840 --> 00:14:06,980 then we’re connected in ways you’re not aware of. 148 00:14:12,240 --> 00:14:15,060 For the youths of today, 149 00:14:15,940 --> 00:14:19,680 as they fight to make a beautiful society, 150 00:14:19,880 --> 00:14:23,120 a man falls in love with a woman... 151 00:14:23,120 --> 00:14:25,940 - Stop! - Turn that off. 152 00:14:27,200 --> 00:14:30,660 We used to talk like that when we were young. 153 00:14:34,500 --> 00:14:37,280 Are you still using those lines? 154 00:14:38,380 --> 00:14:40,620 Don’t interfere with my work. 155 00:14:42,320 --> 00:14:46,140 - How old is she? - Um... about 18. 156 00:14:48,480 --> 00:14:50,900 - She’s the same as you. - Really? 157 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:54,280 But a woman like that is dangerous to a man. 158 00:14:54,980 --> 00:14:56,800 Go back to your room! 159 00:14:58,920 --> 00:15:01,540 The way you work is different than usual. 160 00:15:01,700 --> 00:15:04,740 - No, it isn’t. - It is different. 161 00:15:09,840 --> 00:15:12,420 Isn’t that what you really feel? 162 00:15:14,980 --> 00:15:18,920 You can get serious about anything when you’re twenty. 163 00:15:20,920 --> 00:15:25,400 Once you scar them, it’ll take a long time to heal. 164 00:15:29,920 --> 00:15:32,300 How was the hospital? 165 00:15:41,860 --> 00:15:48,450 When the second half of the trial started, I learned just how frightening our legal system is. 166 00:15:49,140 --> 00:15:52,540 I was completely oblivious to it. 167 00:15:53,200 --> 00:15:57,380 Talk about ignorance, I blindly believed that our legal system 168 00:15:57,560 --> 00:16:02,200 in this constitutional state was fair and just. 169 00:16:03,360 --> 00:16:09,140 Fact hearing at a trial is based on prior research, 170 00:16:09,400 --> 00:16:12,760 but the lack of accuracy was astounding. 171 00:16:13,360 --> 00:16:16,900 “It’s your fault for going against the police when you’re a woman.” 172 00:16:17,060 --> 00:16:21,620 “I didn’t go against anything. I was just standing silently and was pushed.” 173 00:16:22,140 --> 00:16:24,180 “That’s not possible.” 174 00:16:24,580 --> 00:16:28,600 “It’s not possible? But he did! You weren’t there to see it!” 175 00:16:28,940 --> 00:16:31,020 “I’m the one that was pushed!” 176 00:16:31,420 --> 00:16:33,580 “You’re a cantankerous woman.” 177 00:16:33,960 --> 00:16:36,620 “I’m just saying what happened!" 178 00:16:38,650 --> 00:16:42,700 It’s just that you showed your vagina. Were you really doing it on stage? 179 00:16:42,940 --> 00:16:43,980 No, I wasn't. 180 00:16:44,160 --> 00:16:47,320 Then, how are you able to make that face, like you feel so good? 181 00:16:47,540 --> 00:16:49,600 You felt good, right? 182 00:16:50,420 --> 00:16:53,170 Answer: “Silence” Question: “You felt good, right?” Answer: “Silence” 183 00:16:53,860 --> 00:16:55,850 How about it? 184 00:16:56,120 --> 00:16:58,260 Did you feel good? 185 00:17:48,500 --> 00:17:52,220 It’s okay, you can get on top. Alright, like that. 186 00:17:52,560 --> 00:17:55,040 Hey, the light. It’s too dark. 187 00:17:55,080 --> 00:17:57,320 Come on, move it. 188 00:17:57,320 --> 00:18:02,800 - Chiiko, more. Do it, Chiiko. - I can’t get it up, it’s no use. 189 00:18:04,420 --> 00:18:07,660 Cut, cut! What the hell are you doing? 190 00:18:08,340 --> 00:18:11,040 If you don’t get it in quickly, you’re wasting film. 191 00:18:11,180 --> 00:18:13,580 - Once more, one more time. - Alright, let’s go. 192 00:18:13,580 --> 00:18:15,060 We're starting. 193 00:18:15,280 --> 00:18:16,460 Go. 194 00:18:16,780 --> 00:18:18,560 Try moving more. 195 00:18:18,560 --> 00:18:20,260 Like that, yeah. 196 00:18:20,260 --> 00:18:22,700 - Move the light that way. - Okay, understood. 197 00:18:26,800 --> 00:18:28,980 I can’t do it, it’s useless. 198 00:18:29,120 --> 00:18:31,950 That’s because your revolutionary spirit is lacking! 199 00:18:31,950 --> 00:18:35,160 But how is making porn revolutionary? 200 00:18:35,480 --> 00:18:37,680 - Come on! - What are you doing? 201 00:18:37,960 --> 00:18:39,380 What are you saying? 202 00:18:39,380 --> 00:18:41,500 - What do you want? - Do it right! 203 00:18:41,580 --> 00:18:44,900 Our goal for the society is to create a world 204 00:18:45,100 --> 00:18:50,470 where we’re respected and have a complete set of manuals for the bourgeoisie. 205 00:18:50,680 --> 00:18:55,000 More specifically, by producing and screening porn films, we revolutionize 206 00:18:55,020 --> 00:18:59,350 the general public’s thoughts on sex to survive this terrible situation. 207 00:18:59,360 --> 00:19:02,880 We are the good people who are helping the society. 208 00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:04,840 That’s right! It’s our responsibility! 209 00:19:04,840 --> 00:19:06,480 Don’t you get it? 210 00:19:06,480 --> 00:19:09,100 - Whatever, I can’t do it. - What are you talking about? 211 00:19:09,170 --> 00:19:11,470 Changing your attitude will solve nothing. 212 00:19:11,470 --> 00:19:13,100 I’m not changing my attitude. 213 00:19:13,680 --> 00:19:15,800 Ah, shut up. I’ll do it myself. 214 00:19:15,800 --> 00:19:17,120 Good, good! 215 00:19:19,520 --> 00:19:21,500 You won’t be welcomed back, Masahiro. 216 00:19:21,720 --> 00:19:22,860 Let's get with it. 217 00:19:23,040 --> 00:19:24,940 - Let’s do it. - Okay, let’s go. 218 00:19:25,100 --> 00:19:27,260 He’s got his own stuff to do. 219 00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:30,240 Porn won’t be enough to assemble people. 220 00:19:30,240 --> 00:19:31,700 Yeah... 221 00:19:31,700 --> 00:19:35,120 Anybody can get porn anywhere these days. 222 00:19:35,600 --> 00:19:38,340 They won’t pay money to come see it. 223 00:19:40,200 --> 00:19:43,160 Why don’t we do a special show? 224 00:19:43,640 --> 00:19:47,500 A special show? Why should I do such a thing? 225 00:19:48,200 --> 00:19:50,660 Because you have the best body, of course. 226 00:20:37,460 --> 00:20:38,620 What do you want, you? 227 00:20:41,960 --> 00:20:43,580 No, no! 228 00:20:57,740 --> 00:20:59,100 No! 229 00:21:03,120 --> 00:21:04,140 No! 230 00:21:05,740 --> 00:21:06,860 Stop! 231 00:21:08,560 --> 00:21:10,160 Let me go! 232 00:21:50,560 --> 00:21:52,160 Stop it at once! 233 00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:48,440 I wasn’t strong enough to make them stop. 234 00:24:30,640 --> 00:24:32,340 Hi there, it’s been awhile. 235 00:24:33,900 --> 00:24:36,250 I was going to leave if you didn’t show up soon. 236 00:24:36,280 --> 00:24:38,380 I’m sorry, I'm sorry. There was traffic. 237 00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:39,780 Why don’t you come in? 238 00:24:39,880 --> 00:24:41,300 It's fine, I'll sit here. 239 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:44,400 I’m sorry to make you come all the way out here. 240 00:24:44,880 --> 00:24:48,520 I asked him to because I wanted to meet you once. 241 00:24:52,140 --> 00:24:56,820 Have you heard anything about me from Toda? 242 00:24:57,720 --> 00:24:59,520 No, I heard nothing. 243 00:24:59,960 --> 00:25:01,180 I see. 244 00:25:22,580 --> 00:25:25,140 You’re twenty, I hear. 245 00:25:25,560 --> 00:25:27,480 I’m almost twenty-one. 246 00:25:27,560 --> 00:25:29,480 You’re so young. 247 00:25:31,980 --> 00:25:35,480 I was your age when I met Toda. 248 00:25:36,940 --> 00:25:38,720 We were both students. 249 00:25:43,580 --> 00:25:45,860 That’s why I wanted to meet you. 250 00:25:47,480 --> 00:25:50,120 You were in elementary school at that time. 251 00:25:50,800 --> 00:25:56,200 I'm sure you can’t see it now, but she used to be a political activist. 252 00:25:56,700 --> 00:25:59,170 She gave everything she had to the cause. 253 00:25:59,920 --> 00:26:02,450 In the midst of it all, she fell in love and fought. 254 00:26:02,450 --> 00:26:07,240 Before we knew it, we had been defeated and were completely lost. 255 00:26:08,280 --> 00:26:13,520 We suffered emotional scars but, in her case, it left a physical scar as well. 256 00:26:18,380 --> 00:26:21,600 So, are you happy now? 257 00:26:22,840 --> 00:26:24,740 No, I'm not. 258 00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:26,860 Why is that? 259 00:26:35,480 --> 00:26:40,460 Because I had a wonderful youth with Toda 260 00:26:41,320 --> 00:26:44,720 that I’ve been dragging for decades. 261 00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:53,600 Of course, I did all I can so I have no regrets. 262 00:26:55,620 --> 00:26:59,800 But now, the passion is gone, 263 00:27:00,440 --> 00:27:03,260 and yet I can’t escape it. 264 00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:08,680 I don’t understand the past you all keep mentioning. 265 00:27:09,420 --> 00:27:12,400 You talk about this and that experience, 266 00:27:12,720 --> 00:27:16,820 but I can only respond by saying, “That must have been difficult.” 267 00:27:18,500 --> 00:27:26,240 Unfortunately, I’m not a romantic and don’t have dreams and hopes. 268 00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:27,800 That may be so. 269 00:27:29,070 --> 00:27:33,300 But, then, what are you living for? 270 00:27:36,880 --> 00:27:41,260 To live and to love, do we need a meaning? 271 00:27:42,080 --> 00:27:45,540 I think human beings can live without a meaning. 272 00:27:47,540 --> 00:27:50,320 That’s what people say when they’re young. 273 00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:57,860 As long as there’s a river you can jump into to get to the other side, all is good, right? 274 00:28:00,060 --> 00:28:04,720 And, then, you can start over. 275 00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:29,160 I lost, I won, I lost, I won, I lost, I won, I lost, I won, I lost, I won, I lost, I won. 276 00:28:44,760 --> 00:28:49,540 Men and women live in the past. 277 00:28:50,700 --> 00:28:52,220 They lived in the past. 278 00:28:57,580 --> 00:28:59,400 What is the past? 279 00:29:41,850 --> 00:29:48,550 You need to be careful with your overconfidence and investing too much in other people. The planet is protecting you. 280 00:29:49,000 --> 00:29:51,840 Early marriage will be unhappy. 281 00:29:52,140 --> 00:29:54,360 You need to wait. 282 00:29:55,320 --> 00:29:58,940 Hey, can you please do as I say today? 283 00:29:59,460 --> 00:30:01,620 What’s the matter? You’re in a good mood. 284 00:30:01,960 --> 00:30:05,620 Well, that fortune teller said the complete opposite from last year. 285 00:30:05,740 --> 00:30:07,340 It made me happy. 286 00:30:07,700 --> 00:30:09,760 Well, then. What should we do? 287 00:30:09,920 --> 00:30:11,020 What should we do? 288 00:30:17,980 --> 00:30:20,670 What’s the matter? You’re silent all of a sudden. 289 00:30:21,840 --> 00:30:24,270 I just remembered something unpleasant. 290 00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:26,600 It was a year ago. 291 00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,640 The guy was quick. 292 00:30:31,380 --> 00:30:34,400 I was in bed within an hour of meeting him. 293 00:30:37,760 --> 00:30:39,860 When I opened the curtains, 294 00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:45,300 there were no windows and my shocked reflection was looking back at me. 295 00:30:50,440 --> 00:30:52,580 - Which floor? - 6th floor. 296 00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:57,060 I rent it for work. My partner is away now. 297 00:31:01,060 --> 00:31:02,200 What's wrong? 298 00:31:03,960 --> 00:31:05,640 I don't feel too well. 299 00:31:13,320 --> 00:31:14,800 Why? 300 00:31:27,100 --> 00:31:29,470 If you’re going to go home, now is the time. 301 00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:51,480 Do you have a cigarette? 302 00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:53,820 Yeah. 303 00:31:59,740 --> 00:32:02,320 - What will you drink? - Can I get brandy? 304 00:32:24,960 --> 00:32:27,400 Hey, why don't we dance? 305 00:32:31,400 --> 00:32:32,920 I don't like to. 306 00:32:33,640 --> 00:32:35,120 Why is that? 307 00:32:36,060 --> 00:32:40,000 Because... I don’t know how to dance. 308 00:32:42,980 --> 00:32:45,080 I had no opportunities. 309 00:32:47,080 --> 00:32:49,120 Because your wife has bad eyesight. 310 00:32:52,020 --> 00:32:54,120 That has nothing to do with you. 311 00:32:57,600 --> 00:32:59,880 - When was your first time? - Huh? 312 00:33:02,260 --> 00:33:03,780 With a man. 313 00:33:09,360 --> 00:33:13,060 When I was 19. He was a real playboy. 314 00:33:14,520 --> 00:33:15,780 And then? 315 00:33:17,040 --> 00:33:18,860 Is this another interview? 316 00:33:21,860 --> 00:33:24,920 Hey, tell me about yours. 317 00:33:25,100 --> 00:33:26,380 Let's see. 318 00:33:27,780 --> 00:33:30,640 I was 20 when it happened. 319 00:33:32,020 --> 00:33:33,840 With my wife. 320 00:33:36,080 --> 00:33:42,250 Real love doesn’t happen often between people. 321 00:33:44,180 --> 00:33:45,780 My wife and I... 322 00:33:48,420 --> 00:33:51,200 It was the first time for the both of us. 323 00:34:09,340 --> 00:34:10,660 How does it look? 324 00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:12,380 No way! 325 00:34:12,740 --> 00:34:15,040 - Shall we dance? - No... 326 00:34:15,420 --> 00:34:18,440 Let's dance, let's dance, let's dance! 327 00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:23,580 - Shall we? - Yup! 328 00:35:01,960 --> 00:35:03,540 Wait... 329 00:38:17,820 --> 00:38:20,340 How was Mr. Toda back then? 330 00:38:20,520 --> 00:38:23,000 He hasn’t changed much. 331 00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:25,240 He maybe gained a little weight. 332 00:38:25,540 --> 00:38:28,280 I wasn’t too shabby either back then. 333 00:38:28,380 --> 00:38:31,860 No way, I can’t imagine it. You’ve gained so much weight now. 334 00:38:32,760 --> 00:38:37,220 Back then, we fell in love with the same woman, 335 00:38:37,600 --> 00:38:40,140 but Toda won. 336 00:38:40,140 --> 00:38:42,770 Wait, so that means you were in love with mama?! 337 00:38:43,040 --> 00:38:44,720 It’s the first time I’ve heard it. 338 00:38:46,600 --> 00:38:49,560 She was our idol back then. 339 00:38:50,340 --> 00:38:53,520 It was the first time I went to visit the art school in Mitaka. 340 00:38:53,520 --> 00:38:55,440 Let’s not talk about old times. 341 00:38:56,480 --> 00:39:00,320 Toda, you and I, we all died, along with the times, 342 00:39:00,560 --> 00:39:02,320 and along with history. 343 00:39:03,180 --> 00:39:06,820 Whatever we did would have made very little difference. 344 00:39:07,900 --> 00:39:09,940 - Mr. Toda isn’t back yet? - No. 345 00:39:13,740 --> 00:39:15,500 How do you know him? 346 00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:19,000 What did you want? 347 00:39:19,620 --> 00:39:23,300 I want to settle something with him regarding his recent interview. 348 00:39:23,340 --> 00:39:26,040 - Settle? - That’s right. 349 00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:29,860 It’s about his political standpoint. 350 00:39:30,560 --> 00:39:34,450 Well, you might have something to do with it as well. 351 00:39:41,320 --> 00:39:43,940 Why don’t you commute to work from my mansion? 352 00:39:44,240 --> 00:39:48,400 That wouldn’t look good. Mama wouldn’t like it and it’s not safe these days. 353 00:40:03,700 --> 00:40:05,540 - Stop it. - What’s wrong? 354 00:40:05,540 --> 00:40:08,020 - I don’t like anyone touching it. - Why? 355 00:40:08,300 --> 00:40:10,600 Just because. I’m too cheap. 356 00:40:11,120 --> 00:40:12,600 Well, come here. 357 00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:15,860 You still like mama, don’t you? 358 00:40:16,320 --> 00:40:19,380 Yes, I do. But it’s in the past. 359 00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:22,360 - But those two are unbelievable. - What about? 360 00:40:22,520 --> 00:40:25,160 You’re so mean. I know you know. 361 00:40:25,220 --> 00:40:27,280 - Huh? - I watch them do it sometimes. 362 00:40:27,280 --> 00:40:29,760 Oh, then show me exactly how they do it. 363 00:40:29,840 --> 00:40:31,560 - No. - Come on. 364 00:40:31,680 --> 00:40:33,140 I don't want to. 365 00:41:45,120 --> 00:41:46,460 Say. 366 00:41:47,300 --> 00:41:49,860 Why were you so rough? 367 00:41:52,640 --> 00:41:53,980 Hey! 368 00:41:56,620 --> 00:42:00,140 I wanted to completely ruin you. 369 00:42:02,660 --> 00:42:05,180 Because you’re so healthy. 370 00:42:05,280 --> 00:42:06,600 Healthy? 371 00:42:06,700 --> 00:42:09,040 Because I’m sick. 372 00:42:09,300 --> 00:42:11,040 Sick, you say? 373 00:42:12,400 --> 00:42:18,120 A malignant illness from not being able to let go of my experience from 10 years ago. 374 00:42:19,420 --> 00:42:21,360 I don't believe it. 375 00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:24,660 Is the past that important? 376 00:42:25,560 --> 00:42:27,480 It can't be helped. 377 00:42:29,760 --> 00:42:32,120 It can't be avoided. 378 00:42:32,440 --> 00:42:35,850 10 years, huh? That's so uncool. 379 00:42:40,360 --> 00:42:42,180 Uncool, huh? 380 00:43:02,980 --> 00:43:04,820 The nerve in her eye... 381 00:43:05,540 --> 00:43:10,800 It was damaged when a fellow member threw a rock and hit her. 382 00:43:13,540 --> 00:43:18,400 The rock I throw may hit another one on our side, 383 00:43:18,860 --> 00:43:21,360 but I keep on throwing the rocks. 384 00:43:22,300 --> 00:43:24,640 It really is uncool, huh? 385 00:43:28,100 --> 00:43:29,900 Are you disturbed by it? 386 00:43:30,480 --> 00:43:35,220 But the fact that you can’t let go of your past means that you’re true to yourself. 387 00:43:36,260 --> 00:43:41,100 That’s how pathetic I am, but that’s my life. 388 00:43:43,020 --> 00:43:44,780 There's not much I can do. 389 00:43:50,780 --> 00:43:52,780 You should go home now. 390 00:43:53,440 --> 00:43:56,360 The door will lock on its own, 391 00:43:57,970 --> 00:44:00,060 so you can just go. 392 00:44:02,060 --> 00:44:06,400 Say, isn’t there a way to cure your illness? 393 00:44:12,860 --> 00:44:14,570 But it's strange. 394 00:44:14,860 --> 00:44:16,350 What is? 395 00:44:17,040 --> 00:44:21,460 Being like this makes me feel safe. 396 00:44:26,510 --> 00:44:28,820 I don’t want to go home. 397 00:44:30,080 --> 00:44:34,330 Say, I don’t have to go, do I? 398 00:44:36,110 --> 00:44:37,600 Right? 399 00:47:19,510 --> 00:47:22,460 All the people came for the special show. 400 00:47:22,910 --> 00:47:25,400 If Shinko doesn’t come, it’s useless. 401 00:47:26,400 --> 00:47:28,460 It’s not like I can take her place. 402 00:47:28,460 --> 00:47:31,680 - Who do you think you’re kidding, idiot? - Ouch, that hurts. 403 00:47:34,040 --> 00:47:35,910 You contacted Shinko, right? 404 00:47:35,910 --> 00:47:38,170 Yeah, I did what I could. 405 00:47:38,260 --> 00:47:41,440 Whether she comes or not, is up to her. 406 00:47:42,000 --> 00:47:44,460 It can’t be helped. How about I do it? 407 00:47:44,480 --> 00:47:48,240 Idiot, who wants to look at a professional porn star? 408 00:47:49,150 --> 00:47:50,910 - Come! - She arrived! 409 00:47:51,130 --> 00:47:53,510 - Oh yes! - You’re finally here! 410 00:48:16,420 --> 00:48:24,020 Messed up hair 411 00:48:26,020 --> 00:48:33,840 And completely naked 412 00:48:36,930 --> 00:48:41,460 It’s alright, you can come closer. It's the last time I'm doing this. 413 00:48:43,060 --> 00:48:46,130 But, in exchange, you need to listen to me. 414 00:48:47,240 --> 00:48:48,950 You know, I... 415 00:48:50,950 --> 00:48:55,000 It’s been a year since I joined this group. 416 00:48:59,260 --> 00:49:03,660 Since I joined, I’ve done fuck scenes on stage, 417 00:49:04,800 --> 00:49:07,200 and I did a lot of things like this. 418 00:49:10,570 --> 00:49:13,800 But the things I’ve lost were greater. 419 00:49:15,530 --> 00:49:19,100 I didn’t study. I was too easy on myself. 420 00:49:19,250 --> 00:49:21,200 But that's because... 421 00:49:22,680 --> 00:49:25,730 the guys brought one job after another. 422 00:49:25,930 --> 00:49:32,150 In such a hopeless situation, trying hard and giving my all 423 00:49:32,530 --> 00:49:35,510 made me stimulated and addicted, 424 00:49:36,640 --> 00:49:40,770 and let me stay comfortably wherever I was. 425 00:49:42,350 --> 00:49:43,440 Do you understand? 426 00:49:45,260 --> 00:49:46,660 Do you understand? 427 00:49:52,260 --> 00:49:58,820 As I worked naked, I hid the fact that I knew little. 428 00:49:59,910 --> 00:50:02,400 I may have been naked all those times, 429 00:50:03,130 --> 00:50:05,710 but I imagined clothes to protect myself. 430 00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:14,660 Except now, I’m completely naked. I’m naked for the first time. 431 00:50:23,620 --> 00:50:27,570 And I can feel the anger. 432 00:50:30,910 --> 00:50:35,880 Why couldn’t I take off my clothes? 433 00:50:40,240 --> 00:50:44,510 If the rest of you aren’t naked, 434 00:50:44,880 --> 00:50:48,510 why do I have to be naked? Why is that? 435 00:50:49,400 --> 00:50:52,370 Why? Why? 436 00:50:56,620 --> 00:50:59,750 You’ve changed. I heard you left home. 437 00:51:00,370 --> 00:51:03,060 Are you planning not to come back to us anymore? 438 00:51:03,480 --> 00:51:06,400 Our relationship was more than that. 439 00:51:06,820 --> 00:51:09,970 Hey. Hey, Shinko, I... 440 00:51:09,970 --> 00:51:10,680 Stop it! 441 00:51:10,680 --> 00:51:14,110 You believed in The Rose Colored Group, right? 442 00:51:14,350 --> 00:51:16,000 Right, Shinko? 443 00:51:16,200 --> 00:51:17,620 - Stop! - Shinko... 444 00:51:21,800 --> 00:51:23,910 Rose Colored Group, huh? 445 00:51:24,510 --> 00:51:27,040 When are you going to grow up? 446 00:51:31,350 --> 00:51:33,150 It’s his fault, isn’t it? 447 00:51:33,260 --> 00:51:36,200 I heard you two live together. 448 00:51:36,200 --> 00:51:38,200 It’s none of your business! 449 00:51:38,550 --> 00:51:42,220 But thankfully, I’ve realized that I don’t need to be here anymore. 450 00:51:42,220 --> 00:51:44,240 Are you going to betray us? 451 00:51:44,240 --> 00:51:45,570 Betray? 452 00:51:46,040 --> 00:51:50,150 You worthless man. You always keep yourself in a safe spot. 453 00:51:50,510 --> 00:51:52,770 You have no right to tell me anything. 454 00:51:52,930 --> 00:51:54,620 What are you talking about? 455 00:51:54,620 --> 00:51:59,110 Hey, that Toda guy hasn’t done any job properly so far. 456 00:51:59,150 --> 00:52:03,270 I will never accept that guy’s pathetic behavior. 457 00:52:03,420 --> 00:52:06,800 You stopped trying, right? Hey, Shinko! Hey! 458 00:52:09,570 --> 00:52:10,820 You got dumped, huh? 459 00:52:10,820 --> 00:52:12,850 You fool! It’s not that kind of a problem. 460 00:52:12,850 --> 00:52:14,550 Then, what kind of a problem is it? 461 00:52:14,550 --> 00:52:15,350 Shut up! 462 00:52:15,530 --> 00:52:16,800 It's enough! 463 00:52:27,860 --> 00:52:29,150 Stop... 464 00:52:53,040 --> 00:52:55,170 How does it feel inside? 465 00:53:08,640 --> 00:53:10,520 I'm falling in love... 466 00:53:14,880 --> 00:53:16,880 For the first time... 467 00:55:20,080 --> 00:55:21,550 You're a sad person. 468 00:55:24,260 --> 00:55:29,310 I can accept that you’ve changed and the fact that you want to be with her. 469 00:55:30,820 --> 00:55:37,450 What I can't accept is the phrase you’ve chosen, “that you want to start over.” 470 00:55:39,800 --> 00:55:42,020 I'm not jealous. 471 00:55:43,200 --> 00:55:47,640 I just can’t forgive this pathetic notion that you will be able to start over. 472 00:55:54,260 --> 00:56:00,070 You've been acting like you’re different in the ten plus years you’ve been with me, 473 00:56:00,670 --> 00:56:04,500 and yet you’ve only lived your life protecting your past wounds. 474 00:56:05,770 --> 00:56:15,020 If all you can do is protect your past, you’re actually not living. 475 00:56:17,220 --> 00:56:21,710 It may be a pathetic illusion, but... 476 00:56:22,660 --> 00:56:24,480 Let's end this. 477 00:56:25,220 --> 00:56:29,350 If we keep talking, I will end up saying something I will regret later. 478 00:56:31,060 --> 00:56:35,150 It will bring back everything in the past. 479 00:57:00,450 --> 00:57:06,500 No Visitors 480 00:57:03,130 --> 00:57:05,330 Shinko, open the door! 481 00:57:05,570 --> 00:57:06,570 Shinko! 482 00:57:08,770 --> 00:57:25,200 Sometimes, I howl, Towards death 483 00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:34,110 I get confused on my own 484 00:57:37,750 --> 00:57:48,460 The fact that I can't eat a green apple 485 00:57:49,040 --> 00:58:00,710 And the fact that I can't rely on Genet's diary 486 00:58:02,420 --> 00:58:12,880 See, can you see? The enticing evil hands 487 00:58:13,330 --> 00:58:23,510 Are everywhere, Can you see them? 488 00:58:24,310 --> 00:58:29,510 But you can't flinch... 489 00:59:43,080 --> 00:59:43,620 Shinko! 490 01:00:36,930 --> 01:00:42,420 It’s okay, right? We’re okay like this... 491 01:01:46,130 --> 01:01:48,000 Was I crying? 492 01:01:51,550 --> 01:01:53,310 Was I talking in my sleep? 493 01:01:59,310 --> 01:02:01,440 I was dreaming. 494 01:02:02,350 --> 01:02:04,510 It was a very strange dream. 495 01:02:06,060 --> 01:02:09,050 It was snowing, but there was lightning too. 496 01:02:09,800 --> 01:02:11,620 Funny, isn't it? 497 01:02:13,620 --> 01:02:19,420 You told me that, in parts of India, you can see the lightning hit the ground. 498 01:02:21,000 --> 01:02:23,080 That's probably why. 499 01:02:28,570 --> 01:02:29,820 Hey! 500 01:02:43,370 --> 01:02:44,570 Here you go. 501 01:02:45,280 --> 01:02:46,570 Let's stop already. 502 01:02:46,600 --> 01:02:49,750 We can’t stop until the matter is settled. 503 01:02:51,420 --> 01:02:53,040 It'll be morning, let's stop. 504 01:02:53,170 --> 01:02:55,440 Hey, hey, hey! 505 01:02:56,440 --> 01:02:58,510 Let's stop. 506 01:03:10,120 --> 01:03:13,070 What are you doing?! Let me go! 507 01:03:15,600 --> 01:03:17,130 No... no! 508 01:05:06,600 --> 01:05:10,620 At the end of this report, let me add this. 509 01:05:11,280 --> 01:05:15,840 The idea of restarting life is nothing but a pathetic illusion. 510 01:05:16,800 --> 01:05:20,400 The first life is a tragedy and the second one is a farce, 511 01:05:21,060 --> 01:05:23,800 but we all look forward to what the third can be, 512 01:05:24,530 --> 01:05:27,750 so we keep living the second life. 513 01:05:32,420 --> 01:05:35,260 We settled the matter on our end. 514 01:05:35,910 --> 01:05:39,620 With the woman who’s awkwardly enjoying it. 515 01:05:41,910 --> 01:05:45,330 There is a slight look of distaste in her eyes, 516 01:05:45,710 --> 01:05:49,020 but you can hear her, can't you? 517 01:05:51,020 --> 01:05:53,370 You must have expected it, right? 518 01:09:32,750 --> 01:09:35,620 Failed Youth. Defeated Revolution. 519 01:09:49,170 --> 01:09:52,020 If I don’t hurry, I’ll miss the class. 520 01:09:57,420 --> 01:10:01,170 Roses in June, Blood Drips, I was young 521 01:10:01,330 --> 01:10:06,550 The armored car burned, the panels burned, it was a festival. It’s dark. It’s dark. It’s dark. It’s dark. 522 01:10:06,710 --> 01:10:10,280 The snow that falls on the heart, snow that accumulates. 70’s, 80’s. 523 01:11:25,950 --> 01:11:30,910 THE END